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Love

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 22, 2009, 2:21 PM


If Love was made to make you feel wanted, why is it i only felt hate?

How ever when i met you, I felt as though i was happy.

I hated when you said good Bye i hated that you think i'd lie!

I Love you so, i thought you'd know.

Countless times i've thought of you, any old, many new.

I Still cry from what you said.

I wanted to die, i wanted yself dead.

Ive apologized and apologized, and ill apologize once more.

I love you dear, my heart beat sore.

My eyes are red, i haven't much sleep

you haunt my dreams, my heart you keep.

I can't stop crying from what you said

It runs though my mind i want it dead

We did have something i hope we still do

You said you love me , and i love you.

One mistake i wish to fix

How ever you wont listen,

It was just a story made by anna and i

you said yea right and then good bye.

I will cry for you, and never stop.

Your words still haunt my memories,

please oh please

Forgive me.

You hold my heart, the thing i gave, i hope you know, im ready to pay.

Was it something i did, or osmething i said?

Im sorry, please help, i feel so dead,

My tears wont stop flowing, the pain i feel growing, i wont ever stop missing you. I love you.

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  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

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i am a simple anime otaku at times other a total bipolar, boxing, fight loving, writer, i am 5'3 and will stay this way forever more.
i have split personalities and dont care wwhat people say or think alot i talk back to teachers and dont like one in particular if you hate aizen you'll sure as heck hate him. i love to talk to people, i.m., text, and basically anything. i love to make friends and keep them happy i enjoy to laugh at others peoples misery, i enjoy to also make people laugh.
i help people with their problems and solve their issues in love or hardships.i give advice to anyone who asks, i help those inneed and am not afraid to be blunt. i do onthe other hand have atiny issue i love sugar and energy drinks. i dont get hyper at all and become calm and melancholy, i also get a bit odd and can stay up for days at a time in the same possision and not move at all.
i can also become unknowingly smarter when i become tired and help people know awnsers if they as me face to face when i am like that. all in all i am a total freak to most people and probably to you, i have low and i mean low self esteem so to years of teasing at school and now i am finaly breaking free and taking care of the situation my self. remember Dont Let Other People Fight Your Battles Fight Them Your self Even if You Know You'll Lose.
thus are the words of a wise sibling of mine who went to juvi after getting his butt handed to him by five girls and a five year old toddler. and they say im the problem child look at him hes 28 and does stupid crapp a teenager would. you know im right

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: freak in kingman
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: xxxxl
  • Print preference: none
  • Interests: anime,writing,fighting,biting,night,blood,andmusic
  • Favourite movie: anything horror or anime sometimes
  • Favourite band or musician: mindlessselfindulgance yui dj ozma
  • Favourite genre of music: techno and metal
  • Favourite artist: vincent van go
  • Favourite poet or writer: silverstine
  • Favourite photographer: none
  • Favourite style of art: anime or landscape
  • Operating System: pc dell, game cube
  • MP3 player of choice: none
  • Shell of choice: conch
  • Wallpaper of choice: anime
  • Favourite game: any video game out there
  • Favourite gaming platform: gamecube box anything realy
  • Favourite cartoon character: grimmjow jaggerjaques
  • Personal Quote: i disapprove of your reality and substitute it with my own

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:iconshadowyzman:
Thanks for the watch! :) lemme know if you're interested in commissioning me :)

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:iconcatsy:
Thank you for adding Solemn World to you favorites. I'm so glad you appreciate one of my many pieces!

Be groovy!

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I only have nine lives to love...
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